01/30/2010

Still not 100% back on program yet!!!

I wish Monday would just hurry up and get here all ready!!! For some reason I feel like I need closure to the past week so that I can move on and have a GREAT upcoming week!!! Last week was filled with fear and anxiety for me after losing my first 5lbs! The success scared me!! Seems silly right? But what I've come to understand is that I can be fearful of change and in particular when it comes to my weight, the new change in the idea of "I'm DOING it" is kinda scary when you know that in the past you have failed miserably all because of not perservering!!!! So in saying that, I am perservering...when Monday rolls around, I am going for a Weigh In...and despite the results, I am moving on leaving this past week in the dust far far from my mind!Wanderer, I have walked once more again. Old houses must be left in the dust and every corner of the sky scoured for sunlight to capture in photographs and words, in memories and marks. Wanderlust in my heart, once more I am a lost soul. If you call out my name to the wind though, I will tell you where I am as well. If you are so inclined that is. Goodbye from here. See you in another form, I guess. (photo via sunlit days at livejournal)

Jan 30, 2010 7:43:02 AM | Struggles, Weigh In

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